AHHHHHHHH

LOL!!! I forgot to bring so many things back from vancouver!

I went to KL and took so many picture but I can't upload it coz I didn't bring back my handphone Wire!

Damn, I don't know how I'm starting to feel like last time I was at taylor's.

Sad and gloomy. Not feeling like doing anything, like a sloth.

I bet you know what is a sloth if you watch ice age 3.

Neh, u know, that animal which is taken by the mother dinosaur?

Yeah, I watched all the best movie in summer..

From the lastest Harry Potter and the Half-Blooded Prince to Transformers-the Rise of the Fallen.

Tasted the loneliness of traveling alone.
I don't really like it but it was somewhat fun.
I hope I can upload the picture here but I didn't bring my handphone wire back. lol
Well, I'm back to blog, maybe. I don't know how long I will be writing.
I'm trying to find back the enthusiasm that I once had.
Anyway! WOOOT, 2 more weeks to Sarawak trip!! xD

It has been 2 months since the last time I signed in this account.
During the 2 months, a lots of things occurred but nothing is as turbulent as what I felt tonight.
It is like a sudden slash of sword on water surface.
I remembered last time I felt that is 2 months ago when I determined to let go that personal feeling. I thought I had become stronger since that time.
And when I feel like I'm getting along with my life, a emotional reliance on other people fell on me again. I don't know I will feel that bad..
A ignored conversation can make me have such a bad feeling.
I'm still that stupid like I was 2 months ago, ain't I? orz..

失眠啊！
都是天天喝巧克力咖啡的后果。
不知是咖啡因的作用呢，还是我想太多，总觉得生活越来越不真实。
天天就只会看H漫画和H短片，整个人堕落了。
不知何时会振作起来。
好想有个人催我，叮咛我。
好想有个人关心，让我想念。
咳...... 好无聊啊！！
拜四就要考英文了，然后就是物理，数学，心理和APSC。
天哪！那么多要读的！！>0<

Exam is coming consecutively,
ENGL!
PHYS!
This are fine,
CALC!
PSYC!
APSC!
All are C(dead in cantonis).
Still, I still don't have the urge to study.
I need to get a hold to myself and start studying..
And then I can relax.

2nd Math Midterm is on thursday.
I slept earlier yesternight.
But a terrible dream shocked me to the bottom of my heart.
Now is 3.39am, I got no one to tell, so here I'm writing a little bit of my feeling.
I will start with writing down an outline for my story:
theme: chilren violence
setting: any house
character: a child(no explicit gender), me(presumably)
genre: horror
style: low level language, not going for articulate writing

Well, as I'm writing now the outline, the memory of my dream is fading as well.
I will just squeeze some of it out from my brain then.
As usual, a dark, gloomy dream, with only me and other child, we're doing something, something to please someone, the scary thing was that I was attacked by the child, because of the thing I had in the dream.
She or he wanted the thing which I have forgetten what was it.
Some images of words, punishment, torture, and hunger came with the attacks of the child.
It is so scary, and I give up my item to the child.
It is really lonely that I was attacked by the only other person in my dream world.
No one stands behind me or with me.

Well, this is what I felt during my dream. I guess it's the side-effect of indulging too much in "those" stuff.
World economy is going back strong now. From friday's closing markete, Malaysian stock market has a strong trend to go up again to the highest point of last semester. (Currently KLSE composit is on 893 point, last December's highest point is around 1400(?))
I should head back to sleep now.
I have class on 8 anyway.

Maple Leaf Necklace, interesting and unbelievable thing
I heard after "Elephant helps people's dream come true"
One is concrete, another is abstract.
But now they both converge to a funny point, that:
I'm the elephant and the maple leaf Necklace is someone's wishes.
I find online about it.
To my surprise (that I know so little things),
There's so many kinds of maple leaf necklace!




Uh hu, Which one is better??
Either one, I'm a happy elephant because I
have a reference to what it's.
Then, I can make a good choice this
time.
Hopefully I don screw up..
Hmm.. A lot of things to do ya.. ww